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Joymaker

by Aaron Rothko

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1.
Joymaker 05:07
the joy that you create and all the junk we ate i met you all too late no furrows in my brow or not much anyhow but god i miss you now and as i was walking away sad as i was i'll sing your name watched you steal those blooms smiled and joked with you no laughter in my room and as i was walking away sad as i was i'll sing your name no stretch of land could fill this space sad as i am i'll sing your name and as i was walking away sad as i was i'll sing your name no stretch of land could fill this space sad as i am i'll sing your name sad as i am i'll sing your name sad as i am i'll sing your name
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Jo Our Girl 02:53
jo our girl sleeps all day if she could but she wakes up and sees the world in good something so sweet, even i don't mind that i can't say that she's only mine no she's jo our girl jo our girl jo our girl forgets bout her plants sometimes but she walks in and the room comes to life ain't all that quick, but i ain't too dumb to see this girl was meant for everyone oh she's jo our girl jo our girl you go ahead, i'll get my chance cause i know she'll always save me a dance oh she's jo our girl jo our girl jo our girl jo our girl
3.
Gentlemen 05:38
oh that's some way to show it off, i guess putting down each one around there goes the big man puffing out your chest anger always on your tongue and you're proud? holy picket signs use your book to change the laws damning those you say are wrong well sunday best don't make a man of god oh where is that unconditional love you're speaking on? lord get over yourself lord get over yourself
4.
guess that i convinced myself oh easy love's just hard to find and i'm always stuck on something else but i'll be loving you for quite some time oh when things are looking down and the silver linings lose their shine baby i will stay around yes i'll be loving you for quite some time parked up on that rainy street and i told you all that haunts my mind and i knew right there with certainty that i'd be loving you for quite some time ain't no task that i'm above won't walk away when it's a grind the two things that i'm sure of yeah the two things that i'm sure of ain't no such thing as easy love and i'll be loving you for quite some time
5.
and so it went over my head those days we spent barefoot in the grass it's easy now to see that we held on too long and so i was in over my head with just a pot for my water to boil the winter here don't count until the sun goes down skylark, slow down so far, so long don't get me wrong your hands are so kind i felt it all oh that much i know but really was i all you claimed i was? skylark, slow down so far, so long skylark, slow down so far, so long
6.
came around and settled in october sun is on my skin yeah i'm finally somewhere where i don't feel small oh the people here are kind guess it's a different state of mind oh but i miss new york in fall i've been happy as a fool teaching music at the school yeah i'm feeling like a man that has it all got a girl that treats me right and i'm sleeping fine at night oh but i'm dreaming of new york in fall oh the valleys and the hills i think about them still and driving down a country road at night oh the mighty mississippi she's as strong as she is pretty but the hudson's still the best i ever saw oh the fire in the leaves the crisp morning air and breeze oh new york, i really miss you come fall oh i miss new york in fall
7.
early that morning, fluorescent lights started to spin i'm in the background, just watching these thoughts pouring in let's all be honest, whose mind is a fortress whose walls don't fall down time to time? but every last brick of resolve turns to rubble as soon as they're looking at mine oh i don't believe in no god above just whispering words to myself and i'm all but convinced, i think i might die if i keep on drinking to my health and as the day goes by here i lie heeding blind disorders not there when i'm needed, the places that i should've been sitting here helpless, i'm getting angry again i've picked up the hobby of mulling it over replaying the spots where i've failed this year has been torture, i'm stuck inside too scared to bite my own nails oh nothing is safe now, can't sleep in my bed wouldn't wish this on nobody else i've washed my hands till they're all cracked and bled oh i'm getting sick of myself oh and now why can't i take my side? lord i tried to compromise inner child is older the wind on the corner is calling my name and whispering secrets and passes the blame and i swear to myself that it's keeping me safe the spirit's controlling and i'm keeping my faith so i stare at the ground to not me their eyes that call me their equal, then skin me alive well they aren't misguided, they are perplexed well i am not focused, i am obsessed and these words don't come easy but they're worse to evict for they swing the gavel and make me convict myself over and over for a sabotaged mind that would all go away if i could learn to unwind but i won't let it go, no i can't face the facts and i won't hear you out if i'm off of my tracks think that i'm underwater, my face is sore the lows don't come often, but damn are they low and not a day goes by that's not a fight torn and tired of walking wire world of mine is colder
8.
NYNO 04:53
my hometown don't care if insight could spare the insult so i had my doubts as i headed south on impulse can't gather my change and hop on the train to saint marks well oh what a time, but it's gone away the billboards and mist they're all singing "this land is my land" the skyline abashed she hides behind gas station islands the streetcar gets beat as i fly down the street on saint charles the thunder at night it keeps me awake well i know a boy whose hair seems to coil like livewire not unlike the girl who pulls back her curls, singing "wildfire" with nowhere to go oh emma says "slow your heart, now" but no chance in hell i'll hear what she's saying and i sit alone on saturday morn' in sunlight when march feels like june what else can you do? it's alright for all its appeal new orleans don't feel like home yet but i've found my feet and i think i'll stay just hold me over so boldly colored just show me all her
9.
remember those nights we'd fill up your cup for a smile? this place is too beautiful i think i need to come home i miss your laughter and those cinderblock buildings in file we'll sit on a park bench, just give me a month or so i met a girl, but i talked about you the whole day bout the myths that you'd tell us, bout love and war when we'd spend the night and about Ancient Egypt and lunch in the museum cafe you had a discount, and i had a love for their fries so how can i be here? there's rainbows on your wall i miss the summer when the rest of the world was gone and you'd play piano, the same three songs every night and you painted a portrait of a picture of me in mid-song and i don't know the words now and i may be a cartoon but for a moment you made me a still life so how can i be here? there's rainbows on your wall

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released October 23, 2022

All music and lyrics written, recorded, and mixed by Aaron Rothko. The drums on Gentlemen were mixed by Tieren Costello. The music on (Slow Down), Skylark was written by Aaron Rothko and Rachel Snyderman.

Album artwork by Rita Cohen, design by Sean Cohen.
Album mastered by Mike Harvey at NOLA Recording Studios.

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