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Except​/​I Love You

by Aaron Rothko

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1.
Gave me more than what I felt you ought Seems that I'm more fragile than I thought But if I could break every bone it'd hurt less than to think of how you cried Oh and everyone Comes undone Obviously don't see you much these days Split by hundred miles of state highways But I would walk them blinded down the center fucking lane to make you smile Oh and I don't know Where I went wrong I'm just scared That you'll hate this song Patience was always your strength not mine Put up with my skittishness and pride But I promise you I'm trying when you tell me it just needs a bit of time Never meant to hide Just didn't wanna sell bad news Never spoke in lies But didn't tell whole truths Except for when I said That I love you
2.
Never learned to use my words Just fisticuffs or shutting up No middle ground Wouldn't say it's what I'd want But now I'm back round my old haunts And I'm closing down the restaurant Steal another beer The coffee's cold, it's getting old That makes two Summer time, you led me on In summer air, but summer's gone And I'm closing down the restaurant Should have fought the cook But I have learned I'm only stern With those I love Pray for me that I stay calm And the way I see, the Hudson's wrong And I'm closing down the restaurant I'm closing down the restaurant
3.
It was so clear cut Found it with eyes shut A world full of holes Carry me home Carry me home Born in the backseat Raised on the backstreets Sovereign and torn My how you've grown My how you've grown These days roll by without a passing glance A story that I know Just change how the words go A world so profound But I'm looking down I'm looking down The one way this man cries By sweet spray of sunrise Lie on the ground Eyes soft and brown Drowning me out I'm running short on all this second chance This is such a maze Blinded best of days But what have I to show? Carry me home It's getting late now Just sit and wait now A world so unknown Carry me
4.
I Stepped outside Empty hearts Restless minds Hopped the wall Your backyard Melts away With my mistakes There we are In the streets Lined with white Snow, frozen hands, diner lights Left The corner store Paper bags Filled with cans Oh west 4th Your streets sung I can breathe With such ease We’d walk drunk Through the streets All night long With no signs of sleep Until dawn
5.
Keepsake 06:41
Felt it stop Had to turn away And I forgot What did I just say? We built this house Paint the walls with scuffs These empty rooms Would have been good enough And you know to Take me at my word You know I Say some absurd things too I’d lie for fun cause you know my tell I'm just hanging on in this town Chasing my tail I'm gaining ground Had I known that's goodbye I’d spend the night But I have not Forethought These days are lost They’re all blown on me Won't write you off So just please don't leave But I know It won’t come to that I know That you’ve got my back this time You’d lie and laugh when you see my face I don't wanna die in this town Chasing my tail I'm gaining ground Oh and what I would give to hold you close It’s a keepsake Jailbreak I miss the way you’d sing loud As you start your day at ungodly hours But I’d forego all my sleep and sing with you I won’t lie down Cause I found My heart In your town I miss My home now
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7 etc. 05:51
I loved the way each season you wore as its own It hit me so hard The freest I felt was my first step outside walking home alone in the dark The lights in the windows were smiling at me My shoulders let up and lay down in the street Don’t feel like that these days I won’t go round getting my hopes up again I won’t go round falling in love again I won’t go round getting my hopes up again I won’t go round falling-- I want to ride my bike recklessly down the hill there To know I’m alright Don’t care if cars hit me, I just miss the wind in my hair In the late evening light You made my nervous, let’s call it a crush But god knows I got far too anxious too much Remember, they’re just like you I won’t go round getting my hopes up again I won’t go round falling in love again I won’t go round getting my hopes up again I won’t go round falling-- Seven etcetera I miss your mark on my hand Living off fake IDs, diners, and half dollar cans Gather your memories that’s all that we’ll let you take All of our songs, your rights, my wrongs, your frozen lake

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For everyone in my life these past four years.

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released July 19, 2020

Written, recorded, and mixed by Aaron Rothko. Mastered by Mike Fossenkemper.

Special thanks to Justin Patch, Keith Witty, Jacob Liss, Ariana Bowe, Jake Ferguson, Nicholas Christenson, Susannah Karron, Ulrich Rittmann, Dara Panter, and Darcy Burke.

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